In the middle of an afternoon of baking, I suddenly dropped to my knees, overwhelmed by the meaning of this song.
It’s Job, the guy who had it all – land, wealth, children, respect. And, in the space of a breath, everything is ripped away.
Job mourns, he even questions God; but he refuses to curse God or blame him. He finally gets to the point where he gives God all the praise. Imagine, in the middle of complete loss, with loved ones gone, possessions gone, and health taken away; he can say, “May the name of the Lord be praised!”
And I think I have it hard.
Here’s the bit that brought me to my knees:
You were the one who filled my cup
And you are the one who let it spill
So blessed be your holy name
If you never fill it up again
If this where my story ends
Just give me one more breath to say
Listen to the song. It’s a slow build; because you have to fully envelop the despair, agony and hurt before reaching fully abandoned worship.
The orchestration follows the journey fantastically. Turn the volume up.
I’m blown away.
It’s where I want to be, rather than where I think I am at the moment. It’s a prayer for growth, to get to that point when everything else is loss and God alone is gain.
This is Day 2 of 31 Days of Prayer for the Hurting (click to find links to the entire series). If you know someone who would be encouraged by this song, would you share this post with them?
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