I screwed up. Again.
Not just again, as if I’ve made this same mistake before. Again, meaning I did this last week, yesterday, even mere hours ago.
I try to be the good girl and even succeed in making most people think I’ve got it all together. But it’s a lie. Whoops, see, there I go again.
Try as hard as I may, I can’t do it.
God looks down from heaven
on the children of man
to see if there are any who understand,
who seek after God.
They have all fallen away;
together they have become corrupt;
there is none who does good,
not even one.
Psalm 53 lays it out so clearly, doesn’t it? There is none who does good, not even one. Ouch.
Isn’t that a comfort? Didn’t you feel a little relief to hear that I screwed up? Again?
Because, here’s a little known secret.
You can’t do good either.
Oh, you knew that already, didn’t you?
But with your sin tucked away so no one will see, you look at me, at your neighbor, at your friend, and think we’ve got it all together. She would never struggle with this sin. He would never screw up like I have.
No one does good. All have fallen away.
Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion!
When God restores the fortunes of his people,
let Jacob rejoice, let Israel be glad.
The Psalmist cries out for hope in that last verse. And hope comes, in the shape of the God-man, Jesus. One, without sin and secret screw-ups, took on the consequences of our sin.
For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard. Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we are righteous. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins. For God presented Jesus as the sacrifice for sin. People are made right with God when they believe that Jesus sacrificed his life, shedding his blood. This sacrifice shows that God was being fair when he held back and did not punish those who sinned in times past, for he was looking ahead and including them in what he would do in this present time. God did this to demonstrate his righteousness, for he himself is fair and just, and he declares sinners to be right in his sight when they believe in Jesus. Romans 3:23-26
So rather than despairing, hope. The salvation David cries out for in the Psalm is come.
I’m linking up with Everyday Awe today: